so i''ve always been a diary kind of girl. i have been for the past three years, in fact. so this is different, this 'publishing my thoughts for all to see' thing. but it's...refereshing? is that the word i'm looking for?
i'm in a good place right now. a huge weight has been lifted recently, but it's sure to be replaced by an even more massive one...aka The SAT's. which hasn't really settled in my mind just yet. there's a multiple choice test that determines my future. scary? yes. intimidating? definitely. overpowering? not quite.
everyone around me has already begun to obsess over their futures. and i have absolutely no idea what mine will consist of. i have no idea what i'll do. and i have no idea why i'm venting about this right now. but maybe it's just easier to write all this stuff for other people to read than it is to write about it in a private, locked up journal. maybe this is more liberating?
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